CHANGE 08

12/19
Oh. Wow. It has been. forever and a life time.  LET.ME.TELL.YOU. things have changed for the good…and the bad???

Lets start off with good old college. UH. go coogs right? So, I have decided to stick with my major.  I’ve fallen in that trap of music and can’t get out.  I love it too much. I got TOO involved. and so if I leave it,  I will probably end up missing it.  SOO ive decided to be a music major! and I love it! I am officially pledging for a sorority called Tau Beta Sigma. It’s just a group of sweet, amazing people that support women in music and help with the marching band.  Love it. Although we all aren’t the same type of people, and its smaller and quieter, I feel with our class, we can make a difference! I’m so excited yet scared because I know I’m going to busy as hell.  Right now I’m enjoying every minute of this Winter break and it has been amazing (That’s why I’m able to do a journal!! havent been able since Sept! wow!)

wellllllll I’m really tired and I wanna read Twilight!! so ill type more later!!

12/27

So i have morning to just sit back, drink coffee and blogz.

SO. Hello? as I was saying up there , it’s true. I don’t think I can ever leave music. It’s stuck with me. I have come immune to just listening to it whenever and where ever. It’s ridiculous (…listening to it right now…) But. Just for fun. Just for laughs. Just for kicks. I applied to Belmont anyways couple of nights ago at midnight. I don’t know why.  I kinda noticed…when Im not surrounded by UH people or Im not at school, I always tend to drive away from my major..which is bad. But when I near all of them, im in the moment. I want to stay. But that other night, I was thinking and Im like whats the worst that can happen??so im waiting on that…ummmm friends. so i am done with the old and on with the new. although there a couple of people in HS I really adore and cannot just stop talking to them but there are a few who pretty much made it clear that they dont wanna be my friend soooo im done trying. We’re in college. we are on our separate ways. I am not going to waste my time like I did in HS trying to be someones friend who don’t give a shit. SOOOOOOO yeah. it sucks sometimes to think about cuz its like these people were my group throughout my whole HS career and every time I think about it, I get sad. But whatever. The people I have met now are AMAZING and I thank going to college for that. omg it is amazing I must say. Awesome people I love.

So I guess Im doing bits of my update life..sooooooo ill write later

btw, its almost 2009!! I dont see anything exciting about that year… except that im turning 20!!1 OMG!!! Im so old. ugh