long time no update

i have not posted anything in while and i totally have a reason. I have a new obsession. It’s called Twilight. i kno i kno, its that vampire book that all the teens die over, but seriously, it’s an AMAZING book! and its just the beginning for me. Im on chapter 10 or something of the first book and i have 4 more books to read. so. yeah. i have been doing that at night instead of typing here…….I really want to keep up with this because i like looking back in the past….so some updates……..I told my manager at Ulta, this coming week is my last week until i get the hang in school and what not. She PROBABLY will forget and schedule me, but I won’t come in. ugh. annoying…ummm oh ya! I’m trying this diet my mom paid 40 dollars for online. and im pretty its hard!!!!!! im on my 4th day and its driving me insane. maybe because im SO USE to just eating anything, whenever. I guess that’s my problem….So a day in the diet consists of this….. Meal 1: scrambled eggs and cheese?? wtf right?
meal 2: walnuts and roast beef.
meal 3: milk, apple and bacon
meal 4: chicken and hard boiled egg (i dont like hard boiled)

and the rule is you can eat until your full but ONLY that. It sucks. But my cousins did and they lost like 15 pounds in a month…which is awesome! oh! and it changes each day. and then after 11 days, i get 3 free whatever days! which is great. but i dont know if i can keep up with this… i wish i had started this earlier but school is about to start and i KNOW ill be eating out at the school and other places.. so we’ll see. I’m gonna stick to it this week.

UMM NEXT monday, is summer band.. im kinda excited but nervous….i know its gonna be fun but its just the whole meeting people and going back to socializing.. which is okay…but lately, this summer, i have been the complete opposite. i dont know why either…i mean here and there, i go places but not what iuse to. maybe its cuz i have no money and desire to go out..cuz i kno once college starts, i will be gone all the time….so we’ll see! and HELL, I have to commute to school which sucks SO SO MUCH ! cuz the stupid lady told us we may have a dorm but then we go up there and talk to another lady and she said we are still in waiting line……UGH! im so pissed! i dont want to live at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too much gas to drive there and back OH and i dont wanna get mugged!! in my car!!! shitt!!!!!!

o well…this year should be interesting.. especially for my parents.. i dont think they know how much of a change its actually going to be for me….being out so much……cuz i kno for sure i dont wanna stuck up in this house NOT living life and young……..and they want that.. of course. whatever.

sooooooooooooooooo okay im done ranting!

until then,
-dominique