stressed to the MAX

So get this, I’m officially a college student! (I kno, it has been forever) But let me tell you, i’m having the best time of life….meeting new people out the waaazoo and marching band is way fun. Now, i told you last time that i was living in a temp. housing…well, they finally put me in a room! my roommate is nice and I have gotten to kno my whole floor (realyl good friends with my neighbors!)its sooooooo overwhelming, stressful, yet fun and experiencing new opportunities. it’s amazing. but right now, im stressed HXC max. Like you dont even know. we JUST got done with a football game tonight (GO COUGARS!!!! we totally won 55-3. SUCKAAAASS!!) yah, and then we have a 3 day weekend cuz of labor day! whoo…but i feel like i have loads and loads of HW…i still need to finish cleaning up my dorm….im confused about this 1 fucking guy. who is, of course messing with my head!…and practicing my trumpet. i just got an email from my lesson teacher and now im assigned to buy more books? or something. and im like wtf no. im soooooo tired. and he requires for us to go to 4 symponies? so lets see………. i need to go to 12 recitals at MSM and then 4 more in houston….for this semester alone.LOLLLLLLL. funny, is it? busy. and THENNN i have Kappa Kappa Psi rush tomorrow at 4, which of course should be fun………but like I writing down all these to-do lists cuz its driving me insane trying to remember everything.. like today, i forgot my room key in the dorm! so my roomate had to give it to someone down the hall….UUUGHHH. so yah…but my classes are somewhat boring…. but i noticed that if i get engaged and all that, it could be cool…..like POLI sci and aural skills on thursday was fun…….supposedly i have a mean teacher for poli sci and everyone is telling me to drop out…but i hate the whole dropping classes and all that mess.. its so stressful.uGHHH just the thought of doing hw and blah blah, just freaks me out.. BUT NO !! IM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!!! about next weekend, we are going out of STATE for football game!! Like the WHOLE Spirit of Houston is going!! getting a hotel and everything!! and we’re going to OK. OMMGGGGGGGGG. party time. im just saying. so yah..ummm i have the ups and downs in life right now….mostly downs….i feel like im not fit for it.. but im going to try to my hardest.. maybe it’s because im SUPER, way super tired from a long ass day of marching! OH! and im a mark representative. I sell makeup..sort of.. well i have a website and people just buy from that website…..and i get paid and 40% discount on makeup. which is COOL! cuz i love makeup to the max. so im just chillin at the moment. eating my microwave food. love it. and listening to music cuz i do that all the time…..and i think im gonna make more to-do lists and clean my room a lil………..UGH! i say that a lot, as you can tell. FRUSTRATED!

ok byeeee!

packing it up

So lately, these days, have been stressful, yet fun? I guess.

Ummmm so in the next day and a half, I will packing allll my stuff up I use on a daily basis, and moving it to ghetto towers. It sucks but you know, I’m glad that I’m moving out somewhat because I always wanted to experience that WHOLE, FULL college life you kno? Without my lovely parents saying “where you goin? what you doin? what time you be home?” FFFFFFF. But I think I’m just most worried about how its all REALLY, beyond ghetto! Like I am not even exaggerating. It’s THAT bad. People get mugged here, and raped and ugh. Thank god for my pepper spray! But seriously, I get really nervous and scared at night time in parking lots or anywhere by my self….So I’m freaking out over that…..Idunno.

UMMMMM, Yesterday and today, My mom and I went shopping like crazy for all this dorm/college stuff. Don’t get me wrong, It was super fun at the time…but now I’m extremely tired (went clubbing last night) and it’s all on my floor. Everywhere. A big mess. So I’m like….shiiiiiit I don’t wanna move in 2 days. I wish it was a week or something…Whateverrr!

I haven’t read Twilight lately, and I’m seeing the signs of with-drawls. Which is bad! I’ve never been this BAD about obsessing about a book. Like I LOVE the Harry Potter books, but I F*CKING LOVE Twilight books more. It just seems to get to me and my emotions… OOO *lesigh* How I wish Edward was a real person. hehe. I can’t wait to read tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CANT TILL THIS MOVE COMES OUT! OMG !!!!!!!!!! AHHHH, I cant help my self.  I love everything about it.

long time no update

i have not posted anything in while and i totally have a reason. I have a new obsession. It’s called Twilight. i kno i kno, its that vampire book that all the teens die over, but seriously, it’s an AMAZING book! and its just the beginning for me. Im on chapter 10 or something of the first book and i have 4 more books to read. so. yeah. i have been doing that at night instead of typing here…….I really want to keep up with this because i like looking back in the past….so some updates……..I told my manager at Ulta, this coming week is my last week until i get the hang in school and what not. She PROBABLY will forget and schedule me, but I won’t come in. ugh. annoying…ummm oh ya! I’m trying this diet my mom paid 40 dollars for online. and im pretty its hard!!!!!! im on my 4th day and its driving me insane. maybe because im SO USE to just eating anything, whenever. I guess that’s my problem….So a day in the diet consists of this….. Meal 1: scrambled eggs and cheese?? wtf right?
meal 2: walnuts and roast beef.
meal 3: milk, apple and bacon
meal 4: chicken and hard boiled egg (i dont like hard boiled)

and the rule is you can eat until your full but ONLY that. It sucks. But my cousins did and they lost like 15 pounds in a month…which is awesome! oh! and it changes each day. and then after 11 days, i get 3 free whatever days! which is great. but i dont know if i can keep up with this… i wish i had started this earlier but school is about to start and i KNOW ill be eating out at the school and other places.. so we’ll see. I’m gonna stick to it this week.

UMM NEXT monday, is summer band.. im kinda excited but nervous….i know its gonna be fun but its just the whole meeting people and going back to socializing.. which is okay…but lately, this summer, i have been the complete opposite. i dont know why either…i mean here and there, i go places but not what iuse to. maybe its cuz i have no money and desire to go out..cuz i kno once college starts, i will be gone all the time….so we’ll see! and HELL, I have to commute to school which sucks SO SO MUCH ! cuz the stupid lady told us we may have a dorm but then we go up there and talk to another lady and she said we are still in waiting line……UGH! im so pissed! i dont want to live at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too much gas to drive there and back OH and i dont wanna get mugged!! in my car!!! shitt!!!!!!

o well…this year should be interesting.. especially for my parents.. i dont think they know how much of a change its actually going to be for me….being out so much……cuz i kno for sure i dont wanna stuck up in this house NOT living life and young……..and they want that.. of course. whatever.

sooooooooooooooooo okay im done ranting!

until then,
-dominique

countdowns

It is now August 5th, 2008.

2 and a half more weeks till school starts.
1 and a half more weeks till summer band starts
Next week will probably be my last week at Ulta..unless they let me work at least twice a week…

As of right now, I FINALLY got a loan. Realized it wasn’t enough, so we may have to apply for another one later on…..Got my books reserve- CHECK
Register for parking- CHECK
Meal Plan- will be CHECK
Got trumpet chemical cleaned- CHECK
Dorm room for this fall- HELL to the no.

About that last one, I call to check on the status of my “Temp” Housing they put me in. Turns out I’m just in the list to be in temp housing. Meaning I don’t even have a dorm room yet. And I thought this WHOLE time I was going to get one……..So I’m pretty pissed about that. I tell my future roommate and she is furious. She is going to call today and see what’s up with her….She said if we don’t get this (after we beg and beg), she was thinking about getting an apartment with me? And I’m like..I don’t know if I’m ready!! (Even though it would be so awesome to have one!) But first of all, I don’t even know if I’m going to UH next year.. 2nd, That means more money I DON’T have. 3rd, All those responsibilities……4th, I don’t have money… Did I mention that already? Yep, everything is expensive… and I probably won’t end up working this fall because I’ll be So SO busy. Oh well. We’ll see. We are both going up to complain because the lady DID say that we were going to get a dorm room no doubt.

On the other note, someone from Corporate office of Cinemark emailed me back saying I was NOT disqualified but I did not get the scholarship. That’s OK.     *My textbooks for school ended up costing me all my scholarship money…500 dollars…ugh.   *This so called Tropical Storm Edouard….can we say..once again, absolutely NOTHING…not that I’m mad.. But I hate when my mom gets in that freak out mode, and she starts buying everything under the sun to “prepare” and it doesn’t even come!   *I’ve been practicing my trumpet! I guess that’s good…..    *I’m excited because tomorrow The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants ANNNDD Pineapple express is coming out in theaters. YYYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYY.     *I can’t think of anything else other than I’M BROKE… even after getting paid at my 2 jobs.. can you believe that? What a shame.

WELLLLLL, I guess I’m gonna go back to bed because it’s WAY too early for me to start the day.. Right now, I just could not sleep.. So adios!!!!!!!

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Oh well!! COLDPLAY concert: 104 days !!!