
One of those summer days
July 16, 2008Well heyyyyy. In the back of my mind, I can hear it say I’m PROBABLY not going to keep up with this as I thought I would last night. Welllllll lets see, today is Tuesday? Right? Yes. On Tuesday and Thursdays, I work with my mom at this babysitting job called Mothers Day Out. I babysit the 3 year olds. They are sooooo cute! They make me want to be a little kid again…When life was EASY! and everything was given to you.. Ahhhh, the good days. Some of the kids I love to death! and Some of the kids that drive me up the wall! But then they end up being super cute. All of them make me think of my baby days. Life was swheet. Yeah I probably don’t remember. You know that saying monkey see, monkey do? It’s SO true! They do everything they see. In the movie, Meet the Fockers, you know how the dad teaches the little baby ” to self sooth”, unfortunately, you gotta do that sometimes. Now that I think about it, if you give the baby everything it wants, they wil become so use it and want more. OOOO ecspecailly if you say no to them, later on around 5 or 6, They will say no back! Like motha effa! WTH. right? UGH. Kids are too complicated. I have mixed feelings about having a child. I say I never will but I probaby most likely wil. Hahaha. Who knows.
And then, after work, I went to lessons… because you kno, I am majoring in music so I have to (someone has to force me) to practice during the summer, or I won’t! Sounds bad I kno!
This weekend I’m going up to the lovely San An for a kinda DCI trip. Hahha I love watching the shows though. They’re so much fun to watch. Makes me wanna be all hardcore about my music. Just what I need before school starts because right now, I’m like bleh. Nervous. Don’t wanna go. You kno that usual. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVEEEEE playing my trumpet and everything about it. But right now, nothing is here to motivate me to practice more. I have auditions the first week of school.. Which that will be hectic on top of going to classes and what not. AHHHHHHH. So I’m takin it easy right now. Prooobbably a bad idea. O well. I’m going to the beach tomorrow with some friends! So excited. I love ocean. That sounds lame but its sooooo true. Love it. The sound. Animals. Water. Not Galveston though. ughhhhhh.
I think this is all. I will write later. hopefully……
Me and Amber…
Wishing I was in NY right about now…I miss it.
